i so feel like blogging

can reading a person's blog tell you the person's character?
pretty so right, isn't it?

if you are forever flaming about stuff, critisicing and whatsoever.
what does it say of you?

sometimes reading a person's blog shows you a side of a person that you never see.
it can be good or bad. everything in life goes both ways.

a rocker turns out to be a sappy romantic lover.
i am amazed.

went guan's youth group ystd.
and i love the heart of worship song.

there's so many things to thank God for.
and thank God for looking after qiling and her mum ((:
thank God for making me one day closer to freedom.
thank God for everything since i can't think of more now.

hai. i've been so slack.

i watched "eight below". and it's such a touching yet depressing show.
it's about huskies and they are so adorable! but seeing them die one by one is heartbreaking.
i need a dog. i need hamstie to get well )):

need to fly and psycho myself to study before i plop myself on my bed and take a 12hr sleep.
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i am going to aceh ((:

i'm losing it. and progressing.

there's something terribly scary.
i've this bad feeling that our world is almost parallel-ing the brave new world

the idea of censorship. genetic engineering. elimination of genuine knowledge.
everything. everywhere. this is terrifying.

anw, i am losing control of myself too.
every part of me is wandering. to everywhere and anywhere.
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've been studying in the nj library.
been quite fulfilling ((:
self-satisfying. and i realised that there are really gentlemen-ly guys in school (like finally! ((:)
i still rem there was once when i fell and screamed my mum's name,
2 guys who walked past me sniggered and mocked.
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freedom is less that 2 mths time.
i had fun studying with cheryl from my maths class! :D
life is really different in poly and jc.

and because of all these beautiful greenery and gorgeous in the pastures,
us (the gorgeous) are laden with rashes and perpetual itch.

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can't stop scratching.

and i've sent hamstie to the vet.
she has eye infection and when i apply the gel on her eyeball,
she will be so scared and puked out all the food that she has hidden in her cheeks.
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it matters this much. to me.
come talk.

http://www.hamsterific.com/IllnessGuide.html

so hamstie either had a stroke or an ear infection.

i wish it's an ear infection. it sounds less serious.
and do you know that hamsters will get cancer too?

and i thought humans were the only one that are fested with diseases.
there's like a whole list of illnesses of hamsters!

thanks jean for going out with me.
i was so scared to go home to find my hamster dead.
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and i walked and cry and dry my tears and continued walking.

i really love love today :D

when i walked into school, i recalled the gate when i first stepped in.
the track which i first treaded, the stairs which i first climbed it.
everything. and i smiled to myself.

smiled for a thousand reason ((:
for friends, for teachers, for canteen stallholders, for joy, for grief, for stress, for anguis, for the rainy tuesdays, for memories, for strength to survive, for my weak moments, for juniors, for seniors, for the entire njc cohort.

cheers.

a01 is a seriously weird class! HAHA! but i love them loads ((:
thanks guys. i am so upset that we only became closer in this year but it's better late then never.
thanks everyone for making life in nj much much much more bearable :D
you guys rawk! :D

went out with s24 after school!
ahaha! i am forever dragged around by them. i am forever tagging and being mocked at!
whines. they were like laughing at my goose cackles )):
love you guys too! :D

thanks fhorns section! :D
for making band fun. esp with the two poor seniors!
let's go for section outing SOON!

a01 at my hiding place ((: IT'S A VERY STEEP SLOPE!
my OMG maths class!
MY PRIMARY SCHOOL FRIENDS! :D and our pri sch hairstyle. flat fringe!!
the mlwives! :D drummer, keyboard, guitar :D
CHOCK! :D
my caifan stall aunty and uncle! :D LOVE THEM!
my section! :D
nienies! ((:

MY FAVE PICTURE EVER! ((:

that's all for today! i try to upload onto my flickr! ((:

thanks guys for all :D

there's farewell assembly tomorrow! :D
can't wait! (i mean it! it's like it's going to be so much fun!)

and i went for my aceh trip interview.
sob! got no cute guys! HAHA!
but it was dominated by 18-year-olds! like 7 out of 16 people
anw, there's only 13 applicants lah.
i hope i get in!

and gosh, all of them (esp the adults) are like damn philantrophic.
either teaching in special schools, mainstream schools, civil service and blah
haha.

so the 18 year olds talk about prelims, alevels and all the school stuff.
and i realised the world is really small. everyone knows everyone.
my pri sch friends is her sec school friend. his sec sch friend is my jc friend.

anw, i hope the trip will be fun and enriching!
really hope that alevels will just vanish )):

i think this is damn cute! ((: i love my maths class! :D

qiling rawks lah! the winner of the most scoops of icecream! :D

me guan and yellow (i dont know the toy's name!)

hearts to A01 :D

i am finished with this show! :D
and yes, i spent 3 days watching this show, which means i haven been studying )):

it's a really cliched plot. but the guys and girls are really cute
WHAHAHA! this is how shallow i am.

i always feel that a drama is not merely a form of entertainment. it also teaches the country's culture, the social background and everything.

shows like holland v, my sassy neighbour, under one roof.
aint these drama serials a microcosm of the larger society?

so i know much much more about korea!! i wanna go korea for holiday
I WANT! :D

as i have said, i live my life in a virtual world.
so i was watching 'made' on mtv.
it's a reality show when viewers write in and asked to be transform.
so this girl, sam (the boy) wrote in asking to be transformed from a tom boy image to be samatha (the girl)! and woohoo! she was reallyyy gorgeous and she got herself a reallly cute hot baseball eric! :D

hai. i needa get a grip. i am too slack. i need to study.
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how many days to alevels?
no idea. not counting.

i am going for my aceh interview tmrw.
i needa get in cos' i so badly wanna go.


come back, life.

it's like you keep coming into my mind

i live my life hiding in a virtual world.

and guess why virtual worlds are much more attractive than reality?
cos' no matter how tragic their lives are, it ain't real and often, these 'tragic heros' will end up living happily ever after with the evil ones dead.

and that's something you will definitely not get in reality.
99.9% sure. 0.1% for those really lucky shits.

anw, now i can click with eunice cos' we both like yul and shin! :D
YULLLLL! :D

haha. the princess hours is a really nice show ((:
it's so bittersweet ((:

and you know you have to let go when you missed it.

it triggers a lot. everything. anything.
so many times i professed and announced,
nothing happened. the wheel has come full circle.

life's a cycle.

it's finally. finally finally FINALLY the LAST day of school

can you sense the liberation? the air of freedom.
bars of my own body.

fine, i will still be back in school for consultations and MORE consultations.
but it's different isn't it?
i don't care. it's different.

you know what, i really really really miss a l e o n g as my civics tutor.
at least, with him, i don't feel half as lost.
though he was such a pita, insisting on SO MANY things that i really think shldn't bother,
he is still way way way better than the present na*r

irks.

imagine a life without gray ((:
pure bliss.

yet, there's loads to let go when i leave nj.
a01. and yeah still a01. (i realised i aint got THAT much clique in nj)
OH! and the arts fac. my mlwives, maths class :D

mlwives. what a joke. but at least i got to know my fellow mlwives better. rather than just knowing them as some sort of mad laughters! HAHA!

we did a very disturbing poem today. The Woman At Washington Zoo
and please, do not judge the poem by it's title.
vulture. man. man. vulture.
so women are like decomposed carcasses?

scary.


"Trying to figure out what 'letting go' entails, and all I can think of is that it means living your life forward. I don't think i've ever lived my life forward before. I was always wanting to go back to the past."

you know what,
i have had enough.

but thanks, the intention was nice.

my birthday officially ends today.
still on time, ain't it?

i am packing up.

moving.

bye.

but i realised that many things i've said, i don't mean.
irony of life. irony of me.

lit discussion was nice ((:
i love sharing.
even if our friendship ends soon, this friendship is being immortalised by me.
now and forever.

trio ((:


please make sure it doesn't hurt.

jaslyn got her fair share of nostalgia.
it's my turn now ((:

trip down crescent days :D
(disclaimer: the following pictures might be freakish(just a little). scroll down at your own expense)

enjoy this treat ((:

band days at the redhill playground :D

when the dover station just opened ((: year 2002?

horn section. syf 2003 ((: i love this.

haha. these are the milder pictures.

here we go! :D
the front row pple. me and zhixin are famous desk partners! :D look at my face. it's as round as watermelon! and that hair and specs. and i used to think xl was tall! ((: now u see how much i've grown! :D

layne yap loves me. yishien loves me. look at her shorts! it's all high up at her waist! and my shirt is all tucked in to the max!

trio since sec 1 ((: xl is fair and i am like so super dark beside her. i wonder how i got that horrid tan! HAHA! love those days! :D

EUNICE PLEASE DONT KILL ME! BUT THIS IS DAMN CUTE! WE ALL HAVE CENTER PARTING AND REALLY GEEKY SPECS! ((: i love you :D

i used to hide this neocard in my wallet and refuse to let anyone, NO ONE sees it. me and lisa wanted to act les lah. anyway, i used to think i was damn les. haha. lisa, i miss you. i miss biting you! RARRRRWWW! :D

that's all folks.

flipping thru old albums definitely cheer me up.
today wasn't a nice day. everything's screwed.

26 days to alevels? wth.

ms white miss me. i love playing on her again! ((:
snow patrol. punkrockprincess. iris.
gonna master it :D

ANTM IS ON! ((:

i hate exams )):

i hate waiting.

quills by geoffrey rush and kate winslet is a terribly nice show.
yes. sexual innuendo. in fact, it's terribly explicit.
yet the point, the message it brings across is painfully ironic.

it's about marquis de sade, the originator of the term sadism.
"sadism is the sexual pleasure or gratification in the infliction of pain and suffering upon another person" -wikipedia.

anw, the whole show it's not about sex. it's more on 'the brutality of censorship and the unpredictable consequences of free expression.'
sadly, all these people who thrive in free expression end in deaths or madness.

i really like the show ((:

however, madness always bring a certain truth in it. ironic but true
we see this in king lear, don't we?
wisdom in madness. and madness in wisdom.


anw, in the show, another point came across. religion (not again!)
for religion, will you give up your love?


i wanna be like tennessee williams. and colour my already-gray(ed) memories.
colour them in red and green. let everyday be christmas day.

in fact, the past is more coloured than my present. (exculding the past few days)
how sad is this.

thank God that the haze is gone.
welcome back, blue sky holiday


"Put not your trust in princes, nor in the son of man,
in whom there is no help. His breath goeth forth, he returneth to his earth;
in that very day his thoughts perish.
Happy is he that hath the God of Jacob for his help,
whose hope is in the LORD his God"
Psalms 146:3-5


the blue sky holiday.

last week of school. here i go.

happy birthday to myself ((:
like finally.

being 18 and being 17 doesn't make any difference.
it just make you more legal and more matured

haha. i hope so

i realised the legal life is not really a life i want.
i shall just stick to being 17 and un-legal.
but once in a while is nice and refreshing.

fat drag queens shld seriously lose some weight.

thanks everyone ((:

and qiling, it's so sad and i don't wanna be reminded.
but yes, let sadness be only ONE night.

being 18 definitely means being wiser and being more clear-headed.
i guess i finally know nothing's gonna work out. be it dead or alive.

yah. so we take our bags and move on.

what a day. the 18th celebrations are definitely a vast difference from my 17th.
i acted as a pseudo taitai ((:

i am gng to avoid chocs for a month

thanks again ((:
no words can wield the matter.

and ms 18 has started off with a blast, but it shall just be the few times.
i need to be disciplined and rational. that's not my life.

my fannymommy msged me from aussie ((:

it's fine, even if i received it tomorrow.
once a noob, always a noob


the best accident in my life. and now, i know my friend is rich! WHAHA!

i just blogged a bit deal about my past.
but my lousy pok com hanged and everything's gone.

i was blogging about my 16 yr old present that ginny gave me
this was the scrapbook! ((:

and inside it, this was what ginny wrote,
"Annie Cheong
im sixteen first, which means i'm wiser and more matured. You have every reason to listen to my valuable advice. Yes, so i shall just deliever my message.

Firstly, sixteen year olds put IMAGE as priority. Your physical appearance, mannerism, etiquettes do matter.

One, no more goose cackles while laughing.
two, no more drawing of little girls with Afro hairdo and little boys with grass patch hair.
three, no more collecting of wangwang stickers. (don't think i don't know ah)
four, no more making fun of my eyebrows.
lastly, no more "HoiHoi" remix version laughters.

It's 16 going on 60. These are the rules to build a strong foundation to be a full-fledge TAITAI. (: Heed my advice, nothing would go wrong"

haha!
there's nothing much different being 16 and being 17 going on 18.
i still laugh with my goosecackles. i still draw stickman-looking humans (maybe not with Afro hair), still lauging at gin but more of jean. (gin and i combine forces to make fun of jean) and i am still collecting stickers, not wangwang stickers but my new ROCK stickers ((:

i guess the only difference is the absence of the "HoiHoi" remix laughters. but this is so minor.

what's the diff between 16, 18 or even 21 or even 80?
self-denial. i just ain't growing up proportionately. haha!

ms 18, pls be kind to me. please let 18 be a good year for me.

and yes, i can finally go learn driving, but i hafta wait till the bloody alevels is over.
((: can't wait to drive.

hey mommy and jiejie's friends, stop asking mummy and jiejie whether am i still 15.
cos' HELLO! I AM 18 (soon!)

anw, gin. thanks for the 16th birthday gift. i love it. till now.
and i really loved the evil scheming plan. if it was not him it would be better (for now)
but during those days, it was the best.
mr loh-li and mr gummy.
thanks. love you lots ((:
when's my nienie celebrations?

let 18 be filled with colours and NO MORE GRAY!


there's no need to be on time, just be in time.
that's enough

i am scared.

please remember.
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