yay! I LOVE MY NEW BEDSHEETS! :D

and that's about it.

thanks eunice for helping me clean up and unpack.

but so as long as we can't reach then don't need to clean! :D

i think being an instructor sucks. there's this unfounded obligation to cheer too.

i have a fellow campha instructor in my og. we all reckon it's kinda hard to switch from instructor to camper. but i realised cheering is still quite fun! :D

i just watched the movie with me and shu! the roti prata cheer at changi airport!

love crescent

love crescent band! :D

i drew all these!! be proud of me please! :D
did this for balestier special school a long time ago!

i am so bored. so so so bored.

just came back from k r a n j i pri camp. it's like a damn last min thing man!
met the few instructors from q t ss! :D
mirror-ed mojojojo for this camp. he's really damn bloody zhai! ((:
but this camp quite chui. the teachers made it super bad for the kids lah! hai.
talking about teachers being role models. o_0

still a camp with loads to learn. learnt a lot from mojo.
i seriously salute him.
and i finally know his real name! :D

no more work on a monday morning :((
but waking up late is as refreshing as ever but i've so many errands to run.


needa go down to nu s to settle my many hostel stuff. such a pita.
but guess what, i realised i do know a few pple staying in kr hall with me!!!! :D

peek-tures! :D

our not-very-flattering uniform!

sentosa day. wd guides with the guys! ((:

school is starting freaking soon! IRKS!

i'm definitely not looking forward to it!
so many things to settle and i can't even bloody log into the pre-registration thingy!!!

today's a bloody boring day at the zoo. was doing entrance the entire day. the most interesting part was seeing a damn cute angmoh guy but with his girlfriend.

pictures from the camp!! :D

bye bye zhao )):

till we meet again in dec.

the saddest part is not about her leaving. is about us growing up and being independent.

please take care!

till dec.

i actually forgotten it.

i refused to grow up. i refused.
too many things to commit and too many things to let go )):

zhao is leaving. leaving for aussie to study. and i cant bear to let go.
can't bear the thought that the group will never never be the same till she's back.
it's selfish on my part to want her to stay in sing cos i know she will be better there then here.

just came back for queenstown camp.
and seriously, i am having a post camp moody syndrome.

my first sec school camp, and hopefully not my last.
doing camp is kinda addictive and also very very very encouraging to the instructors.
when you see the campers come with different personalities, different attitude towards the camp and different capabilities but leaving with the same heavy heart of not wanting to go, to go back to school and the real world.

neither did i feel like i should come back to the real world.

this camper wrote in his reflections,
"initially i didn't want to come. but now, i'm glad i did cos' i tried things i never thought i would do. and this is the best camp ever.' ((:

but at the end of the day, we all have to let go and go back to our own lives.
the campers are changed, so am i.

and the best thing i've heard and strongly agreed on was this,
"this place (jbac) is a magical place. Once you stepped in, you are in for a change." -francis

thanks francis, my mirror group instructor.
i think he is super poor thing lah to have a mirror like me. chui.
learnt so much from him. to handle the students and to make the most impact on them.
thanks for being ever so funny. so calm and composed. so encouraging!

so many things to be learnt.

anw, i am filled with immense emotions cos' i so hate farewells.
i can forsee myself crying alot a lot in the airport on sunday.
cos the other day when we met for dinner, i cried at the first instance i saw old pictures of us tgt.

bye people.
treasure those around you.

i am back from my trip to amara hotel with the rojaks! :D

the very nice small cosy little pool!! and did i say that it was really small?

at the new billy bombers in cine! throughout the whole stayover, we were just eating and eating!



i love zhao with her squashed face!! :D





the very next day, after breakfast!




TELL ME WHO ON EARTH TAKES PICTURES IN THE BATHTUB!?!!?








AND IN THE SHOWER ROOM?!?!?!





and last but not least (and not yet out-dated!) are the neo-prints insisted by zhao!




haha!this is like a tribute to rojak (aka the nuns!)
i realised most of my photos on the com are with the rojak pple!


we've grown up so much. i will miss zhao when she's gone.
and slowly, more pple will be gone due to different commitments!

i think i am a lucky shit! :D

i got a room in kentridge hall and also a placing for the language preparatory placing or smth, LPP in short. so i get to study french and then go to the countries that speak french! :D :D

i am such a lucky girl!!!!
and my scholarship is still under pending. hope they get back to me soon!

holidays are so going to be over. my work in zoo is almost done.
new guides are coming in to take over me.
this is good cos they are able to commit. so unlike me.
i wouldn't mind just going back and be one of the operations assistant.
will miss the zoorific gang loads loads!

transformers is damn nice a show!

i went nightsafari with my dad, sis, aunt and my US cousin.
she's only 15 years old but she's already almost a head taller than me )):
and i took a lot of pictures. my dad is hilarious!!!

and do you know that when you shave away the tiger's fur, you can still see the brown stripes?