love today!
went out early in the morning to watch shrek2!
nice show!!
was real cute and sweet!
still love shrek more!
and i realised i watch it
with my dearest desk partners in sec1 and 2,
dearest xl and geraldine!
[hey kids! guess what?]
internal joke!
met lyd and xl in town.
they came bad mooding complaining how bad the paper was
but in fact they were just playing with me!
freaked me out!
i was so helpless in consoling them!
blah!
they ended up laughing at me for being so stupid!
more neoprints!
met dar and zs.
blur zs, always ganna cheated!
went paul's shop.
nice cookies and brownies!
but the place abit ulu.
can't stand lyd and xl.
teasing me abt the wadeva wadeva.
bleahz!
they spent the whole day teasing me!!!
went to west coast park to chill.
climbed the spider web and chatted
the breeze was awesome!
went for dinner at that chio mc-cafe.
chatted again!
girls are so chatty!!!
stroll-ed to the beach.
more girl talk. more laughters.
well. that xl was swingin on this rope
and she fell into the muddy puddle.
so cute lah! she was so kan cheong.
like a kan cheong spider!
ahahah!
continued to stroll
i hate pple who smoke.
except b_ _ _ _ _ _.
bus-ed home.
chatted again!
well. realised crescentians talk super loudly.
dar, zs and paul talk so softly as compared to ours.
kinda ashamed.
ahahaha! but well,
we are so crescent.
better then some grasshoppers, frog, algea.
ahahah!
lalalala!



love the way we are now.
love me for who i really am.
to MARS and back!

the world is turning in a way it is not supposed to be.
i am confused.

ystd
went for sajc concert.
super awesome. [layne, u shld be honoured!]
well. it was a usual band concert.
the later part was sorta a production by the band.
well. the story plot was lame
characters were funny.
well i can't see any chioness in the princess tho.
can't say too much abt her.
if i get into sajc band, she will be my snr.
ahaha!
i am so aspired to go into sajc band.
but i wanna go hc more than sa.
if i get into hc,
perhaps i will not join band.
join mus'art?
well. so before the concert.
went all the way to thomson to
buy flowers for my dearest snrs performing.
met eunice and sy in town
was super crowded!! arghx! hate crowds!
the 3rd day in cine. the 3rd day of being a giraffe.
the 3rd day of looking for lolli!
told them abt my encounters in kfc.
they were rather amused tho.
missed life in kfc.
splendid performance.
outstanding soloists.
awesome seniors.
cgssb's glory!

today.
church as usual.
talking at 181 decibels as usual.
rushing home after church as usual.
outcasted as usual.
commented as usual.
what's new?
thanks i am with the trio.
what's wrong with orange and black?
well. i love the way we are now.
we just need more bonding without them
can't wait for church camp.
it's at the end of the yr. sighx!
[thots of o levels resurface again!]
tuition. literally empty.
for the first time, there's only 9 students in class!
tuition class is so boring.
oh. but i realised my macho gabriel
he would walk behind me and peer hard at my paper!
i know i can't make it for physics lahh!
sighx!
trio outing tmrw!
neos. pasir ris park. yay!!
but i will miss the nie nie family's outing!
sob!! no pool. no bowling! no shopping!?!?!
ph is freaking cute. she told gin that she wanna go shopping because it's great s'pore sale. ever imagine a bung shop? |:
cutie families!
anw gin, little grub contracted a funny disease.
it got blue, red and purple spots all over it.
sigh. so sad. my poor little grub!
ahaha! [think i can wash it off!]
lalala! i am mad!
lalala!
lalalalala!
ALsRK. ALsGinny. ALsNN. ALsTrio. ALslgrub. ALsMoo-ey.

just came back frm a run.
ran frm bt batok to bt gombak stadium.
ten rounds of track. sprinted the last round.
whao.
can't believe myself.
at least the tears within me can fall as sweat.
saw a nick on msn before:
i love walking in the rain
coz i won't know whether is it tears or rain drops
so true. =]

i can't get my digi cam by this week.
mum said after exams.
her answer is so ambiguous.
what's new? it has always been like this.
ever since young,
she has nv given me a definite answer.
always giving me high hopes
but the outcome is always a disappointment.
well. i will still wait till after exams.
at least it's only a week later.
still wishing

mothers' day tmrw.
mugging day tmrw.
comfrontation tmrw.
confession tmrw.
what a day.

today's a bored day. in fact a watery day. teary day.
muggings in the morning.
just burst out crying.
maybe it's because of
what have been happening lately.
maybe because of the ambiguous ans my mum gave.
or in fact everything was too much for me to handle.
and i was having a flu. -distorted annie.

cup noodles for lunch. doubt i will have dinner
no appetite at all.
kit kat chunky is no longer useful
endorphins is missing.
well. apparently my entries recently are depressing.
well. i think this is the only place
i could reveal my true self
smiling and jumping all day long is tiring.
monkeys feel tired too.
[rie kie is slpping] -out of point

listening to jay chou's gui ji.
so sad. so sweet.
guess i will nv gt to experience all that.
i am gng to be in the spinster club.
welcome annie.

i need to blog even though i had blogged once.
i can't stand it anymore.
it's so stuck inside me and
i really want to scream it out.
arghx!
can't stand it!!!!!!!

i am sooooooo self-centred
so selfish
so everything that a gal can't have!
i am an evil annie
i totally suck to the apple core lah!
why am i so evil?
i shld be open-minded and accept it
but i can't... i really can't....
arghx!
well. well. well.
i am evil

self-reproach makes me feel better.
i love my friends more than anything.
i am not affected at all
maybe i just need a day's break.
everything will be ok.
reassuring myself. deceiving myself does not help.

i shldn't have click it.
it's all my fault.

sump'm i realised it's all wrong.