"xx won't like YOUR CLIQUE'S STYLE OF GIRLS"

so what's exactly our style? how do you even define style?
how are we different from the rest of the school cohort?
you mean the rest dont wear clothes like we do? don't eat like we do? don't sleep like we do?

haha. i am amused by all these stereotypes and differentiations.

our style is wrong.
the style of wearing hair clips to form a line like a hairband is right.
carrying HANDBAGS to school is right. wearing foundation to school is right.
and our style is wrong. haha. what an ironic life.
it's of no wonder why we can't get rid the really bad name for our school and even have to resort to just embracing the title.

forget abt us being sch's misfits.
but the fact that i am in a01 make my life in nj much more worthwhile.
the switch from s24 to a01 was made worthwhile, though s24 is a really really nice nice class, esp with junying and stanley :D
but a01 opened my eyes to a lot of things.
friendship. sacrifice. support. conflicts. anguish. appreciation. despair. frustration. love. sharing. kindness. loud. happiness. laughters. tears. slacking. arguing. perserverence and loads more.

on a sidenote, a01 gave me a waterbottle and filled it up with water for my concert.
i am so touched k! cos' we were all dying from thirst backstage and everyone was drinking water from that new bottle :D

family dinner :D
haha. i have loads of family dinner this year and i love my family.
the only love that never fails.

was sms-ing grace, my affair de, last night after the concert and we were talking about finding our partners.
mr love and mr kindness.
affair wants a guy who possesses a guy with unconditional love. a guy who loves everything.
i want a guy who is kind. kindness begets kindness. people are kind because they love. so i think my mr kindness is the bigger set of mr love. (i am greedy. i want more)

mr kindness, i want you.
where art thou?

i want my affair to find mr love too cos' she deserves it.
she's the most supportive ever :D
mr specs ((:

my dad bought me a new shoes. first time ((:

you may lose everything, but you will never lose love.
the love on earth is too surreal.
find something concrete. find God.
He will provide that concrete love.
start praying and he will appear
i want.