common tests 2 are finally over.
the entire ct was such a drag (pun intended).
however, thanks to the school, we were back for lessons the next day

yeah, and today is already the 2nd day that we are back in school, but i am giving myself a post cts break, at least till after etude. no homework, tutorials for now.

am really packed this week in preparation for the etude concert and everything's draining me.
seriously, i think my body's failing me. age is catching up way too fast.

have been planning to blog abt post cts activities but i am just way way too tired to do it.
anw, we were already having our self-proclaimed post cts activites ((:

monday
had lunch at pizzahut with the cbg (coffeebean gang) before our last lit paper. apparently, we were behaving as if we had finished our exams.
papers were fine, i guess. lit's always the same. with or without studying.

nienie meet up cum jean's birthday celebration outing at marina square after our papers. (yes, we took 3 papers in 3 hrs) we were totally boosting the economy with our lavish eating habits )):

dinner at thai express and desserts at andersons :D

that was a lot of food that we ate. and we got jean a crescent-coloured stripes shirt :D

so i was totally ripped off that day and now i am living on a daily budget of 2 bucks )):

dang.

my perception of style is totally swayed now. just as long it has that style, looks matter no more.

it just need to serve the purpose; to remind, to delude.

qiling: there's so much to share, so much to be honest with, so much to come to terms with. there's just so much things to do. so please, please, hold on.

i wanna cry out for help, for justification, for support.

but i've no say, no rights, no power.

i can't even find a voice of my own in it. all i do is to do my part and remain mute.

i just feel simply oppressed.

let go. let be.

i am like tom. i am living on a memory.

if i could be like tennesse williams, i would write a play of myself too

he searches for his key and just when he found it, it slipped off his hands.

etude in 2 days' time.

the air of liberalism is finally drawing near. finally.

i am living on random harbours and passing ships. just any glance will satisfy me.