sherly chua told me there's this guy always lurking around chinese high.
that guy LOVES looking at chinese high guys with their sexy hot shorts and he takes 154 or smth so that he can look at guys from acs barker and sji too!

he's a BIG BIG PSYCHO! -yells-
but at least he looks at guys and not girls.

this world is filled with weird weird people.
this world is warped, rem?

mr song cheated us for maths test. so much for being an easy paper

snapped. SNAPPED. snapped.

i finally understood part of the slow emo song in DCJ.
"where is the love whom i pine for in solitude?"
love definitely exists in every countries, in every languages.

there's a big hoo huh over the da vinci code movie. the emergence of books that explore the truth behind the fiction.
and i thank God that He is so true.

watching this movie doesn't show that i am supporting the values of dan brown and definitely doesn't suggest to non-believers/pre-believers that i support this attack on Christianity.

but i must admit that when i first read the book, my faith was shaken.
but that was when i were sec3.
according to some writings, young christians' faith that are shaken might wonder is Christianity is one big cover-up perpertuated by a power-hungry emperor (Constantine) and his religions lackeys.

may thy faith be not shaken by the world's propaganda to pursue science and abandon religion. personally, i feel that when there are religions, there is no real science. faith is a religion is something mysterious, it worketh in the hearts. definitely not explainable by research and experiments.

"O wonder!
How many goodly creatures are there here!
How beautious mankind is!
O brave new world,
That has such people in't!"

brave new world is a scary novel.
i can see what huxley has predicted in 1940s coming true now.
and according to huxley, misery stems from us wanting too much. it's because we want to be happy, we are therefore miserable.
in life, everything's relative. without happiness, how do we know the extent of misery?
furthermore, if the world is perfect, there will be no hero as no one will need to fight and save the day, there will be no immense satisfaction after going through a trial since there will be no trials at all.

"o brave new world"

i did no fault.

"If in this life only we have hope in Christ,
we are of all men most miserable."
1 Cor 15:19