today's a lucky day. finiancially wise.

weixian treated us to currywok ((:
and work was seemingly less tedious as compared to ystd's and it comes with easy money
:D

but after all the hardwork and diligience and following everything by the book,
maybe i do deserve this little reward -beams-
but i am feeling a little undeserving, a little guilty and rather sinful
)):
how now brown cow?

today's wedding was for a singaporean man and a china lady. me and this auntie just assumed that the guy bought the wife over to s'pore.
there's just this unexplained notion that there isn't any true love in their relationship.
in these recent years, it's rather common that singaporean guys are looking, or in fact, buying their wives from overseas like china, vietnam. it seems to many that singaporean ladies find local guys uncompatible and even undeserving. according to that auntie, she feels that singapore ladies are more attracted to guys with 5 Cs, guys from the superpower countries.
and that make them feel more elevated. elevated in social class. it's the same theory with why more and more china people are queueing to be a PR in s'pore. perhaps, by being a s'pore PR, it makes you feel more high class that all the country pumpkins left in china.

i admit that i am a very very cynnical person.
i'm truly am.
maybe there exist true love between today's wedding couple.
i believe they do, if they put away all their bad intentions (if they ever have one before) and learn to love each other.

i do somehow believe love can be cultivated over time.

congrats to gin's new short(er) hair ((:
we all love cutting hair. we all love SHORT hair :D


does absence really make the heart grows fonder?

this world is warped.


get sick of me, please.
i don't deserve it.
are you saying that to me too?
maybe you don't even know.

do i truly mean what i've said thus far?