i realised that bitching is no longer my forte.
i can't and in fact, i've nothing to bitch. nothing to gossip.
or perhaps no one to do it with
(unless i am with my crescent girlies. the usual bitchy trio)

trio outing was nice ((:

with them, you will realised that growing up is just part and parcel of life (duh!) but you also realised how fast time slipped passed you without you realising it speeding through your entire life.
it seems only yesterday that i was 14.

i am feeling old. old and rickety.

i was complained for being an inexperienced waitress today.
dang.
if they are so good, they should be a waitress too.
it's really hard to debone a promfret.
There was this guest (most likely the one who complained about me) who left the fish that i painstakingly deboned, untouched.
i cut it into nice little slices for her but she didn't even bother to eat it.
argh.
i hate deboning fishes lah. it's highly challenging and extremely tiring.
and the table was so small. i can barely reached out to the dishes to do portioning.
*angst.
and law can't stop being his usual self. 'don't make me start my nonsense all over again... blah blah'
when did he ever stop his nonsense? it's just that i didnt get to work with him

just when i thought stars signs and astrology might be a little accurate,
i think i'm all wrong again.

xinlin suggested that we should change church.
but it's so hard to find a prim and proper one.
but at least, we might be happier with a more comfortable place for fellowship and perhaps our spiritual life will get a lift.

anw, i am going to say grace before every meal ((:
though i am not entirely convinced that by saying grace before every meal shows that one is a good christian though their life might not be even honouring God.


no one dies a virgin cos' life screwes us all.
stop it.