don't ask me why i ended up watching a soccer match at jj.
jj vs yj.

i think other than knowing how to kick in a soccer game, the player also needs to know how to protect his ball from the ball and also know how to fall flat on the ground with immense pain after losing a ball.

and today i finally understood why i always feel that jj has so little people as compared to nj and that's because nj has ip kids also. that means we have so much so much more people as compared to theirs.

today's maths lesson was wayyyy funn ((:
mr song was late for half an hour and so ruthu and i decided to play pepsi cola 123 in our already very messy classroom. so me, kj, janvin and ruthu played for the 1st round and adrain joined in for the 2nd round.
it was hilarious seeing kj fleeing desperately for his life (he killed me in the 2nd round)
kj can be a very nice classmate, but definitely not a nice friend.

maths lessons have alw been hilarious with e Z band pple. (yeh, we are branded. X,Y,Z and T)
pin redemption programme. 25 pins for 2 prelim qns (mr song rolled his eyes at this) or 25 pins for 1 free period.
HAHAHA

i just realised i had asked for my own death by agreeing to play for stageband.
i just practiced for an hour plus and i still haven finished learning 1 song.
)):

nvm. i'm gonna try harder.


personally, i feel it's really sad that a person who is very gifted in something underperform due to some external factor that can't be eradicate. However, i feel that if it's a known fact, one should learn how to use the knowledge of that particular smth to educate others so that others can benefit and his talents won't be wasted.
it's still fulfilling one's dreams right.
not by your own glory but through others, you still deserve the glory and praise
isn't it so?
i'm not sure cos' i pretty much doesn't have any talent.
mine are all skills picked up over the years.

these years,
i've learnt to come to terms with reality.
random reality timechecks have been implemented on me quite often.

m il ub ing looks so cute. but i finally realised, they are just virtual people to me
i'll never get to know them.

i feel lost. cos i feel lost.
though i've learn to accept reality,
reality haven't really sink in to me yet.



i am wandering. so is my brain, so is my heart.
and the withered flowers showed how far i've come.
cos' they've already been covered with dust.