irks.
my heart leaped. mind's in a whirlpool.

why can't you freaking get a girl and move on?

sometimes what your heart wants to do is not the most rational thing to do.

i am not invited.
never will be.
i will be cut off.
and when i make my decision and leave,
it's the end.
)):

everything's in a mess.
it's just pushing me further and further away.

i am weird. i enjoy reading orbituaries.

the red dot designer's flea was a flop.
this world is a flop.


i need a replacement.