life has been tiring. very tiring indeed.
according to liyana, sleeping is now termed as a luxury.

i took a nap yesterday and i overslept.
was supposed to wake up at 4 but i woke up at 5 instead.
i was really flustered.
the opportunity cost is really really high.
my friend just simply commented, "one hour only what!"
but to us, one hour is like a lot a lot!
i can finish revising 2-3 chapters of maths, 1 chapter of econs and perhaps a little analysis for lit.

at least, this is my mentality now.
and now, i am wasting another 1 hr typing an entry.
dang.

everyone's going mad in school. mad in the crazy way.
screaming at the top of the lungs. laughing hideously. doing tyra's snapping finger stunt.
i guess everything's a blessing in disguise ((:
thank God ((:

self-proclaiming a break tmrw :D
a break from school but not from revision )):

i guess i need more time with my inner self.
needing that solace, that quieten self.
i see myself change. drastically. i could not even judge whether it's for good or for worse.

it has definitely been a long way.

elliot is amazing!
her book makes a perfect bedtime story, but the message is right in the bull's eye.
her story is simple and clear-cut. yet her message is almost reflective of all human nature.
i think Godfrey is a puppet, easily manipulated, easily influenced, but he's a nice guy.

i wanna snug in my couch, with a cup of mocha and read a nice book.
busking in a blue sky holiday.
is it too much to ask for?

love once, love forever.
-nancy lammenter.

i've been trying very hard to communicate with you, but it's seriously draining me out. it seems as if everything has changed and the responses i get are all words of disinterest. it's really a pity that things have turned out like this. it's definitely not what i want. it's true that i'm to blame, but it was done after much deliberation and rationalising within myself. you just can't simply assume it's due to petty reasons. yes, it's true that these reasons are part of the reason of my action but it's not entirely so.
it has been hard on me. on you too.

this world is damn unfair.
i am petty, so is everyone.

is it good to be too rigid in our principles and morals?
is flexiblity in our principles and morals a sigh of weakness in faith?


you'll have all the time in the world
with me.