i am having school withdrawal symptoms! -yells-

it's just 2 days mc and i am behaving as if i am going to quit school and resort to homeschooling.
argh.
it's just totally unbearable )):

thank God that i managed to catch up for maths at an alarming rate (fine, i copied amy's tutorial)
for glass menagerie, HAHA! i didnt overestimate ms t e o's capability. she's still stuck at scene 4 when i am back
but dang, i missed mr w h i t b y's very interesting tutorial )):

qiling is a poor soul
the whole class has turned against her.
everyone should witnessed how our entire class took pleasure in mocking her (except samuel, kaijie and janvin?). fortunately, she's taking things quite well. she has successfully turned a deaf ear to all my insults after mugging with me for the last week of june hols.

qiling, i wished you all the best for SC.
pls go hide all your pictures, just in case he gets a shock.

i am a very petty person and there's this person who has been pissing me off very subtlely over the years. his/her family too. argh. they are just weird. the bro will just popped very random comments now and then, and it will just leave you speechless.
do you think you are self-righteous?
NO! ask amanda from glass menagerie how to be a chrisitian adult.

alright. that was a very trivial bitching. but i had enough of all these shit. it has been there since when i was sec 3-sec4. pissing my nerves outta me.
there's so many reasons to leave. yet so many reasons to stay.

was talking to darren, an ex-churchmate, a few days ago on msn.
he seems more motivated to serve after he left.
power of God? power of love? (he used to have a crush on this girl in his present church)
anw, i am so glad for him. i have this feeling that he changed alot a lot over the mths that i've not seen him. he actually invited me and lyd to his church this sun and even volunteered to drive us.
he's the one who called me to rush to the driving centre in 10mins to pass him money so he could learn how to drive.

sometimes, i guess maybe i need a new environment for the renewal of my soul.
the doctrines of the church do matters, but i think it matters more whether one can grow in your spiritual life and also in fellowship(which i can't)

am really glad to go back to school actually, busking in the laughters of a01 though it's mostly senseless. at least it's entertaining.
all the way qiling ((: