welcome to the world of the self-deluded.

and i realised, i've been deceiving myself all along
there's nothing i could do to wake myself to senses.
i can't. i just can't leave everything behind.

and i don't believe in stars and signs.
i really don't.

and sometimes, i don't mean what i say.


meeting up with crescent snr is satisfying.
it's those kind of having this familiar support that was lost but found again.
in that instance.
everything's gone when that instance is over.
and i am this sadistic.


milubing. milubing. all the way.
i saw them smiled through their entire performance
and i suddenly missed playing on stage.


alright. gin's back! :D
and i am going out with qilingbabe tmrw! ((:
at least they keep me going.



i'll fall asleep tonight,
cos that brings me closer to you.