humans are perpertually being deceived.
being deceived by the elements of the world, their family, their friends, their lovers and also their crushes, even strangers deceived.
when one deceived out of goodwill, is it still bad?
king lear was being deceived on his deathbed that Cordelia might still be alive and he died with hope. so is it still bad?
the whole notion of disguise and deception is a double-edged sword.

i love this, seriously:
what your eyes don't see,
your ears don't hear,
your heart doesn't grief.

it's so true. so very true.

many times when someone intentionally keep a secret from you, i believed it's mostly out to prevent you from being hurt; or selfishly to save their own skin.
i believed everyone think before speaking a lie.
so avoid employing various methods to know the secret. it will hurt you in the end.
"and the heart is afraid of suffering."


cip ystd was waywayyyyy hilarious.
we learnt about anger management, effective time planning, hunger management, the ability to react immediately to sudden changes, protecting self-rights, the importance of pre-planning and how to be a carpark attendant.

it's one of the slackest cip i've ever done. we even have the chance to go qiling's place for high tea! ((:
i suck at reillustrating details so please procceed to qiling's blog.
(qiling's so hilarious that i can't stop laughing when i read her smses and i looked dumbed laughing with myself)

but yeah, it was an easy way to get 8 cip hours! ((:
but cleaning the kids' butt seems much much more eventful :D (but i only get 4hrs! hurhur)

it's nice seeing njcians dressing up.
it definitely breaks the grey monotony.

and qiling can't stop laughing at my 'free angklung concert ticket' sms

i wondered how's things over at kuantan. must be at some river or mountain.
((:

ilovecherylbabe! ilovesagcSIEW ((:
cheryl blew me away! -screams-

khairi told me that dave said that almost all the crescent girls he knows are very angsty and they all feel that most men are almost as useless as garbage (in my own words)
to me, it's true.
guys are jerks just like buses do.

God will provide. the best for me.


you know it's over when it's over.

it was dumb of me on my part.
let bygones be bygones.

on a lighter note:

guess who!?!

this is what boredom did to me and qiling during econs lecture! :D