no sexual innuendo intended but i was screwed by 2 men and 1 woman for 3 hrs today.
mr william, mr george and mr(ms) george.

haha.

you know what's so frustrating about lit?
it's fun and interesting but you know you will never do well.
but you still wanna hold on tightly to it cos' it brings you insights into the unventured.

religion. family. love. power. happiness. wealth. worldly desires.
i think these are the main themes that revolve in ALL literary books.
all these appear in almost all my lit text.

and something in bnw really hit me.
we follow a religion cos' we need to make up for what we are inadequate. yet in the bravenewworld, the citizens are not inadequate in any aspect so there is no need for God.

i once think that this was damn true. religion as an illusion for our inadequacy.
but i believe otherwise, cos' all we've got to do is to trusten in Them above.

man's life as cheap as beast.

who would know Sin. who knows not Love

as flies to wanton boys are we to the gods, they kill us for their sport.

i will be the pattern of all patience.

Poor man that searchest round to find death but misses life at hand.

and Love smiling did replied, who made the eyes but I?

Love and Grace took Glory by the hand and built a braver Palace than before.

when we are born, we cry that we have come to this great stage of fools.

the oldest hath borne most, we that are young shall never see so much nor live so long.

shaken trust in God and man.

see how our lives are connected to literature?
they are just a fictional form of our daily lives.
so true and real that it makes me repulsive.

ignorance is bliss.
but there are things that i need an answer.
from you.