HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SHUYI! ((:

it's a wonder how we will celebrate our birthdays 20 years down the road.

will we be laden with milk bottles and diapers or will we be successful career women?

our topics have turned from crescent days' bloopers to what university courses to take.

we have grown so much. year by year. days by days.

looking back, those days were gone.

maybe in 2o years time, we will have rojak-ians in these fields: dentistry, sociology, applied sciences, interior designing, fashion designing and social work ((:

so cool :D

shuyi's bday is always filled with fireworks, fireworks and MORE fireworks, but this year, we added sparklers into the celebration ((:

the cheese pizza at pizza hut is rather nice. do go and try it ((:

singapore's fireworks pales in comparison to those in disneyland.

was supposed to go wala wala and chill or just essential obrew. but shuyi needa rush home to cut cake. hmm. i guess this is the last rojak meeting before we end our prelims.

alevels' life sucks.

hmm. it's a wonder how others can just leave everything behind and get on with life while others just hold on to the past so tightly and often mixed up the reality with the past.

poor amanda. poor wingsfield family.

just finished 'the time-traveller's wife' today.

and i am glad i've decided to reread it and finish it. finally.

it was really touching. it's like how i yearn love to be.

it's fine to not have the guy there always, but it's really important that i've the commitments, the security.

the worst thing to feel in a relationship is to be insecure.

"every minute of my dad's life since my mum's death has been marked by her absence, every action has lacked dimension because she is not there to measure against. And when i was young I didn't understand, but now, I know, how absence can be present, like a damaged nerve, like a dark bird."

absence. how true is this?

i hate familiarity. they made me smile and wallow in self-pity simultaneously.

i often wonder if things didn't stop there, how would it be like now?

thanks melvin. you are the greatest friend ever ((:

i guess it's all about sharing and letting each other know what's going in our lives.

and thank God for everything; understanding and the ability to let Him guard our lives.

oh! i totally forgotten the nd celebration in school today ((:

haha! congrats to kaijie! i think u did a great job for aerius!

ao1 did a mosh-pit for amos' (a choir jnr whom i don't know) band. it was kinda embarrassing to jump infront of the whole school but all was fine! was kinda fun actually ((:

oh! and today's supposedly the last band performance for njcsb :D

though i am not supposed to blog abt it, i am dng so cos' today's performance was kinda crap.

hope the little juniors like our presents. i thought it was really nice ((:

thanks yanru and nat for the nice memories that was left.

liyana, if you are reading this, i'm so sorry for alighting halfway.

guess i was pretty much too indecisive. maybe i just wasn't prepared to face the notes.

trio's mugging camp starts tml :D

life's without njc is good. but many people just keep telling me-

a few more months and you will be gone or you will miss it when you leave.

i would prefer the former.

the blogger is kinda screwed. i guess i can't upload the pictures.

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goodnight worldlings

and happy national day ((: