went back to fe after 2 sundays.
the familiarity sorta calms me and prepares my heart for worship.
the familiar seats, the familiar faces, the familiar pulpit, everything.
though it feels weird without lyd and sarah beside me.
haha. so much have changed over the 2 1/2 years in church. everything just rushes by.

during service, i let my mind wandered for a split second and i thought of you.
you, me, the kids and the rabbits.
you, me, the rest and the ring.
i have never get as explicit as this.

kss today was enriching. we learnt about young christian adults' apparels.
so what is deemed as right attire for a young chrisitan adult?
bottomline: decency. beauty (or should i say, over exposure) vs honouring the temple of God.

i've always been aware that guys are made to be visually stimulated and girls are stimulated by touch.
it's, however, shocking to hear that guys are able to be visually attracted to a girl but not love a girl with his heart. guys' heart and mind do not work together. according to aunty ley har, guys can love a girl with all his heart yet commit adultery, though the adultery is without love.
bottomline: guys are lusty. or according to the biological make up, guys are made to be lustful.

as for girls, we are stimulated by touch. and we are such poor fellows. our hearts and mind work together. once we know a guy that we are attracted to, our hearts get entangled too.
girls are made to be over-emotional. it sucks. it really does.

girls are at a disadvantaged when emotions are attached.

went for a run today. wasn't that good but wasn't that bad.
it's like running's a form of escape but everything just goes back to the starting point.
it's so strange that the starting point is always the ending point, for me at least.
LITERALLY.

"and when i see you, i really see you upside down."

while i was dng cool-downs at the exercise corner with a bunch of kids, their parents and an uncle with 3 german shephards.
haha. the uncle offered the kids to walk the dog. it was quite an interesting sight throughtout.
the kids pulling. the mum instructing. the dad shouting from his seat. the uncle asking the dogs to stop barking. and an auntie with another dog came.
what a neighbourhood scene.
but what's my point? i've no idea. i was just very amused, but inside me, there was this very tingy feeling. it's there. the feeling was a sort of bittersweet.
bittersweet.

i hate my phone.


i am having PS. i love you hangover.

[edited]
i've added in the flickr. so those who wanna download their pictures can get it from there :D
cheers.