i broke down today

and i realised at the rate i am talking,
i am losing all my vocab and all my ability to speak.

i am leaving copthorne.
ever since this year,
i feel depressed whenever i worked.
maybe it's just language barriers, or maybe i'm too stressed up, or maybe it's just me being paranoid.

today's work suck.
i'll just update tmrw.

i am depressed.
now and forever.