my heart pangs. my outburst of tears. my rush of emotions.
were all for you.


i'm embarking on a new journey. i know it's kinda late.
but for this past month my reluctance to put back this past
has made me walked in circles,
always ending up on the same landing ground,
feeling helpless. vulnerable.


now, i'm back.
dead but was brought back to life.
chasten by His unconditioned love,
out of the eternal damnation.
i know it's never too late to fall upon my knees,
to ask for Thy glory.
carry me together on our journey to everlasting life.
i wanna be a burden to You for all my life.


telling myself all these do help.
psycho-ing. self-reproaching. condemning. reaffirming.
everyday, i'm making a step closer and closer to...
... ... ...
PRELIMS!
31 DAYS!
does the school need to put up poster everywhere
to remind us that prelims are coming!! -yells.
hmphx.
mr loh stated that we shld be at our gear 5.
guess i'm still at gear 1?
whatever lah!!!


i didn't expect everything to become such a big hoo-huh.
in church. what a place
well. we'll make sure we do smth to it.
we will.
give us some time.
thanks.