i was struck with a calamity.
i never felt so awe-struck before. NEVER.
though i totally made a fool of myself and yet i enjoyed being one.
i never blamed anyone for my tragic life
but myself.


it's my life.
and i was the one who treaded this path.
who am i to blame
but myself.


yet i feel glad. thankful. touched. with those around me.
i nv felt so cared before! :)
thanks for fanny's shoulders ystd. at that instance. i really didn't know what i was feeling. i was rooted to the ground. i needed fanny's shoulders. more than ever. i watched and stared. smiled and then turned away.
what a loser :(


to wifey, fanny :)
thank God you guys were the one with me at that moment.
not anyone else.
though our nienie family is spliting up day by day. i still love ya guys lots! so much.
thanks for being there (:
wifey. our 'marriage' is predestined. we are meant to suffer this ordeal together. i used to think our coincidence was mere coincidence. i realised i was wrong. it's really fated. really amazed how this world turns for us. to suffer all these together. if i ever were a wet blanket or anything. i am sorry. yet. i realised. i need to do smth to pick u up. i can't just give u my blessings when that is completely not what i wanted.
i am sorry.


to my kfc gang.
u guys rawk! :)
thanks for being so MEAN to me. it's definitely not nice to be DUMPED on the train.
HMPH! but i still LOVE you guys! :)
our accidental meeting.
cold creek manor. great world city. basketball. pool. ginza plaza....etc.
thanks for being such crappy friends. i always feel so annie with u peepx.
and i enjoyed being myself =D
u guys don't need to feel angry for me or anything. i'm alright :)
i still miss prefer the mean side of you guys! [i'm such a sadist] ahaha!


to trio. antisocialist.
we are who we are. we are not going to change ourselves to blend in with the crowd.
i love you guys for our christian fellowship that one can nv find. i love you guys for our funk-iness. i love you guys for all the gossips we shared. i love you guys for all the obstacles we overcome. i love you guys for our anti-socialism.
I LOVE YOU TWO! -muahhhh
sorry if i had shut my ears from ur warnings.
sorry.