alright. i am in stupor sadness.

firstly, the show that i've been watching on youtube is awfully depressing.
check out "1 litre of tears", a japanese drama.

this drama is based on a true story, of a girl with an incurable disease that was diagnosed when she was 15 years old, and was able to continue her life until her death at the age of 25 years old.

During her ten years lifespan, she kept writing in her diary to remember her experiences until she could no longer hold a pen. Her diary "1 Litre of Tears" was published after her death, because of its inspiring and courageous message of, "Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing." So far, over 18,000,000 copies of her diary have been sold.

one of the saddest drama serials ever.
but personally, i cry for almost all the drama serials/ movies that i've watched.
like who on earth cry when watching monster inc.?
but for this show, i started crying since episode 1 (!!!) and all the way till the end.

and secondly,
i've been rejected by CDC. i guess i am stuck in being a waitress.
but hey, i am fine ((:
when i received that email, i was watching the drama and i was crying so badly over that girl's life that this small little rejection from a company seems so insignificant.

haha.
i just called the health promotion board to ask them for the soundtrack of the great singapore workout!
haha. quite dumb. we are dng that over in aceh!

bye!