abandoned puppies.
forsaken.
forgotten.



feeling so like a loser again.
or perhaps,
like wha gin have said,
abondoned puppy.
unwanted.


wth with all these pigheads?
too much lard again!!
why can't they do smth to
make their brain cells work properly.


why did u shove me to the End of the World?
i yearn for nothing.
i really do ask for nth.
nothing anymore.
being stabbed once.
stabbed twice.
stabbed a thousand times
that i realised that no pain is much more
unbearable then those words that
stabbed right thru the centre of me.
i don't ask for ur love anymore.
i am asking for ur friendship.
but i reckon i am asking the impossible.
i am really trying to be so honest now.
i hope u do read.
at least tell me if u read.
pls do.
i guess u know who u are.




sometimes a young heart like ours
must have some pain so we can be ready for true love,
think all of us can learn lessons thru this-lydia


must we really suffer all these?