i wonder how am i gng to get back to the past.
i wonder how much pride have i lost.
i wonder how many bears have i drawn.
i wonder. i wonder why...

feeling that i'm all alone in this world.
feeling this coldness frm the world
that i've never felt before.
feeling a sense of solitude,
or perhaps just loneliness.
no one understands how i'm feeling now.
except.
myself.