"Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people"

"You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice."

i just did the above personality test.
apparently, the test is quite determined to make me someone who is not so nice.
maybe i ain't that nice.
that's why i don't have much friends.

"You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. You could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high."

so true.
but i think it's not just expectations, there are certain restricitions and principles that i lived by.
life just ain't abt doing what u prefer.
there are still certain code of conduct we need to follow,
especially for Christians who are in the world, but not of the world.

i should just stop complaining.
i should make like 1000 more friends.
i should try to treat them differently, maybe they will love me more
i should just vanish
then all these would be gone.

xD

gushhhhh.