pain is good.

but there's a reason why i don't cut myself.
i am afraid.

and jean, we need self-help books! or some love-yourself seminars man.


andddd i am so proud of my dad.
i really do :D
he's so uber sweet, i feel like falling in love ((:
but feelings fade off so easily, i think i am sceptical.


and i think i am a sour grape.
i wanna feel belonged too. but it's really hard.
people tend to be exclusive and i can't help it.
part of me wants to be alone too.



`the clique is cool.