loner mood alert.

there's nth more to expect then to count down to the day when i can finally leave nj.
and self-satisfaction is something we are seeking to make ourselves feel better.
the 'we' sound over-generalising, i guess.

u know. larkin's kinda cool. but i prefer the abstract ideas from hughes. <-- this is random

i am really cursed. tuesdays sucks,
and it just simply sinked in to me naturally.

'we aren't very expressive.'
it's quite true. sometimes i can't put what i feel into words.
that's why everytime i blogged,
my idea is always written in 2-3 sentences.

i know exactly what i should do. theoretically
i know i can't fall into the same trap again.
i know i know how to
i know i can't do all these sh*t.


what's the point


haha. i learnt a new 'word' a few days before.
gushhhhhh.
wahaha. gush's like. water flowing?

anw, my msn is spoilt. i cant logged in.
i kinda miss msn )):

Have You Forgotten?

Christina Rossetti

Have you forgotten how one Summer night

We wandered forth together with the moon,

While warm winds hummed to us a sleepy tune?

Have you forgotten how you praised both light

And darkness; not embarrassed yet not quite

At ease? and how you said the glare of noon

Less pleased you than the stars? but very soon

You blushed, and seemed to doubt if you were right.

We wandered far and took no note of time;

Till on the air there came the distant call

Of church bells: we turned hastily, and yet

Ere we reached home sounded a second chime.

But what; have you indeed forgotten all?

Ah how then is it I cannot forget?