i hate being quarrelsome.

u know.
it sucks.

it really sucks.

and i'm sorry,
really am.


gotta go,
to get my butt down on serious money making.

i wanna be a workaholic
so there's nothing to care
except to be scolded by captains
and i would learn to control my ______ temper.

i can't find a word to fill it in.
shall spare all the vulgarities cos' i will be even worse.

sigh.