i'm back from desaru! ((:
and i looked like an apple now cause my cheeks are SO red!
it was definitely a life worth living,
a life cut off from the hustle bustle in s'pore
a life that is christ-centred.
a life that is organised and planned.
a life that has wonderful fellowship amongst young and old.

had fun on the sandy beach looking at the crab digging their homes during low tides. had fun lying on the chairs on the beach and drowning myself in the moonlight. had fun playing a fool with the stupid lyd and xl! had fun hiding in huishi's room watching 'the ring' with the CE pple! had fun during reflections sharing with the adults. had fun skateboarding, pooling, swimming. and definitely had fun growing in God's words! ((:

i renewed my life. feeling focused. feeling enriched, enlightened.
i despised my old self. the selfish, self-centred one.
i prayed that i'll walk wisely. lead a path that is pleasing in God's eyes.
i am now ready to move on.
after so long,
5 long months of contemplation.
holding on and letting it go and retrieving it back again.
and back landing on the same spot.
pastor den hartog's words hit me right there.
the world vs christian life.
the wordly guys vs christian faith.
i just hafta let go and move on.
hopefully,
i will not fall in the same pit again.

and so this is how the story ends. ((:

welcome to my life.
yes, you.
i want you. ((: