i am so sick.
sick of all these crap.
4kg worth of papers.
4kg worth of homework.
there's so much to be done,
but there's so little time left.
so little.
i wanna be better.
wanna shine brighter.
wanna stand out.
wanna gain victory.
but
i'm always losing.
always more inferior.
always the weakest.

this is SO not the attitude.
but i feel so drained.
wamma try harder.
but my energy is limiting,
my strength is failing.
all that i think of is completing more homework,
all that i dream of is more math, sciences and humans
all that i want is to be more competent.
is that too much to ask for?

i'm not stressed lah. just worried. can't wait for it to be over and i will have lots of fun! mrPERVERT asked me to learn drums with him! woohoo! i'll be 2nd eejin! YAYEE! =D andd overseas trips and more skateboarding! went to check out some decks[skateboards] today! looks cool! with graffiti and without graffiti. i bet i can draw the graffiti myself lah!.
and it costs 20 bucks more with graffiti! cheat money lah! xP
i am running out of patience.
waiting for freedom day! x)