i don't know what got over me.
the reminiscence of the past.
the repetition of history.
sh*t me man.

why can't i put back this past?
it still lingers within me.
i imagined as i walked down the same path.
i just can't grabbed those memories out of me
and dumped it down the rubbish chute.
and u...
why must u keep turning ur head to look for me?
why must u be the one?


i dun wanna fall anymore.
falling down is too painful. much too painful.
but waiting hurts too.


for i am now waiting in vain.