Thursday, February 02, 2006

i guess it's almost time i'm back to my black and white series.

but i'm ok ((:

just feeling that i'm experiencing a spiritual drought.
so went to read "behind a frowning providence"
i think it's a book given by bakwei like EONS ago.
maybe when i just came to church.
maybe when i was still spiritual alive.

so there was this section; " God's Designs in Dark Providences"
and it's abt why sufferings are part of the Christian way.

  1. Sufferings are to try us
  2. Sufferings are to expose our sins
  3. Sufferings are to build character
  4. Sufferings brings us to know God better
  5. Sufferings produce fruit in our lives
  6. Sufferings lead us to make God our all and to prepare us for glory
sufferings are actually good.

just feel quite spiritual lifted aft reading.
which is apparently good.
then you will start questioning,
how long will it last? how long will it sustain you?
i just feel so. so guided by my own knowledge
which is kinda wrong. but it's so hard. it's just so hard to be goody good annie.
in nj, annie is known to be UBER mean and unapproachable.

o, how wretched am i.


it sucks when they think what they do is always right
when we just want the other way.
but why do we tend to find someone to take the blame
to make ourselves feel better?
i'm guilty of this.



`at least i'm fine with it already.
thank God.
let it go. let God.

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