when everyone feels so passionate and enthusiastic towards band,
i feel doubtful.
how can i still remain so nonchalant?
whateverr.
when everyone feels the high morale and adrenaline,
i can't help to feel that they are fake.
my heart is decietful.
my apologies to all.

i am disgusted.

never feel so blessed before.
drawing closer to Thy arms
through you.