BLESSED XMAS EVE!!

christmas is here!
Fra-la-la-lala! ((:
going for carolling and i will get to see the A|X girls again.
and i will see them everyday till 29 dec.
it's like 'gimme a breakkkkkk!'
WHAHAHA!

ystd was my last day at work )):
and the whole child care center was revamped.
they had a new class called the strawberry and apple.
i don't like kaizhi anymore cause
he said he don't want me!
elton is super cute lah! he said he likes me!
but it's like the LAST DAY already.
)):
miss my kids.



it's like i am so lost.
i am unsure of what i am feeling now.
feelings are deceiving.
rationality. morality.
where am i heading to?
what outcome am i expecting?
in fact. i feeling different this time.
i wonder why.
i am waiting for a new life to commence
and things might be different.
from what i thought...
...
it might be.